03. Jun 2004
dream
movie style place on the top floor of a skyscraper people in tuxedos and evening dresses, bright sunny daylight outside it feels like preparing for shooting a party scene for a movie the rest of the building is empty i m doing something here, dont know what exactly we r closed off from the outside world somebody gets hurt, something with a finger, somebody hits the other on the head pretty ugly i go to get a doctor on my way down i meet a group of people, who are fighting a virus they are very threatening, but i know they will not find the ones upstairs they let me pass, because i say i just wanna get a sandwich -change of scene- i m a black guy in tuxedo, they send me down to get a doctor aswell i have gotten stuck in a strange sort of sightseeing device its like a big see thru elevator revolving around the patio, with muzak playing i have given up trying to get out enters a young black boy (i recognize him from the etoy.TRAINING he stops the machine and i can get out together we step outside of the building i see them driving away on a very special design bicycle -change- i m on a normal city street in a town enter the building there is a doctor in the end of the corridor a long line of people is waiting there, of course with the virus going around i pass the line of waiting people and suddenly i see d standin very close to somebody i quickly leave
02. Jan 2003
dream2
i am in some long corridor, high windows on the left grey daylight coming in like an old hospital, but long time not used barren concrete, with some things in hospital green color everywhere rubbish, water dripping i know i have to get out, i know i am on a very high floor (40th) have to find stairs or elevator behind some pile of rubbish and planks i find a horse the horse is real and big, with thick white fur i can feel and smell her warmth behind the horse, on the floor is a person half sitting/hanging against the wall he is very weak, he can not walk the man is on the horse outside the war has started, in the darkness outside there are explosions the building is trembling i have to save these two creatures i have to get them out of the building before it collapses carefully i lead the horse between the rubbish we find the big doors of the elevator i open the doors the elevator is full of black rubbish bags, stacked all the way up into the elevator shaft i feel pannick rising in my belly the horse is looking at me, patiently and trusting the man is totally oblivious of the surroundings, so vulnerable i hide my fear from the horse their trust in me somehow makes me beleive i can save them the doubt is gone calmly i start leading them towards the stairs
02. Dec 2002
dream
we were in a big, factory like complex we had been with other people, but they were disappearing and there were others around, but we could not really talk to them they were the kind of ppl you see in offices they were too busy with the things they were doing i was very worried i saw the murderer, he purposely made sure i saw what he was doing with the disappeared ppl: he injected them with something so they could not run away they were very frightened and suffering but they could not move by themselves, they looked like they did not want to escape anymore i ran away and we were hiding between the workers i realized that you and me were the only ones still not caught so i tried to tell you what i had seen and how serious it was but you said i will have a look and you went up the stairs i knew the murderer was waiting for you, he hit you on the head when you were on top of the stairs, and i saw him dragging you away nobody around noticed i tried to enter one of the offices to escape/hide between the ppl, but they had locked the door and looked at me thru the window with dead eyes
