adventurebarbie

worked from really early in the morning,this is how small they are:when the soap ladies arrived i had 70 more ready which meansaltogether 130 are done and 70 more to go, argh!the meeting didnt really go as i wanted it toafter i got really upset, as i havent been since a really long timecannot even remember when i was last angry inside like thatit just started growing around my stomach and i couldnt do anything about itno reasoning, no calming, then i even snapped at someonemmm not so good, interesting thothen i went here to write this to cool down a littlepromised myself to be done with the mini drawings today,because i havent been able to do anything else since three days nowand we have an opening in ten! well at least that will be great and fun

oh they look so beautifull! the soaps i meanthe ladies are lovely by the way, have to get their contacts,in case i wanna order more soap, hihithe first day they came with the whole familythe boss lady, daughter one younger man and a young girlthey just sat in our business meeting, but art said this isnormal in thailand, its a family businesstoday they came only the boss and her daughter thothen again the whole day mini drawingstill i almost fell asleep

the whole day doing mini drawings that will be inside the soapback achingtomorrow the soap ladies are coming to show the exampleso i have to make 200 of the little drawingscould only meditate in the morningoh and the postcards are finally ready, they look okat least only the letters are pink

did well, two drawings todaysolved the soap problem!met christina who was in the vipassana course,just walking around in the market(this market is in the center of chiangmai every sunday)she is from puerto rico gave her my nr, hope she is gonna phone meso i can show her the land foundation place

today the postcard print camewhat a disaster! the picter was pink! it was so ugly i had to laughso pilam, aoom and me to the printer, discussthey agreed to reprint and have it on monday, phew!met the lady who makes soap: explained her with the helpof art what i want her to doso now i just have to solve the problem what to make the little messages fromthat i wanna put inside the soap......mmmminvited the whole bunch of one year projecters, to have pizzathat was fun, i m stuffed

this project is about 4 months old nowwas very confused about it at first, but getting into it nowdecided to make this public, dont know why this was so difficultmaybe cos i know i will lose a lot of friends probablymaybe cos i m afraid people will not take my work serious anymoreoh whateverits fascinating and scarywill upload my diary of last months

worked two days to make postcard readynow its at the printergot to meditate only two hours a day last two daysnot good

as far as i can tell the land foundation is runby artist and wonderfull person kamin lertchaiprasert, there is a small gallery/studio on the edge of chiangmai, where i m staying and working nownext to the gallery there is a real meditation hall where i cando my three hours of practice a daybefore i left to the retreat i fixed "the internet" for them, but nowthey have decided to cut the line, cos its too expensive and not reliableso i will be a bit of irregular with uploadingfor the internet shop where i can connect gene, i have to bike 40 minutes

arriving to a place of a friend, the space is a bit like a storage/garagethere is a motorbike, stuff piled upthere are two guys (in waking life i do not know these people), very good friendswe are going to go outsome people are just leaving when i arrivethen i realize i have dreamed this before; something bad is about to happen:in the other dream the following happens:the people leaving are bad guys, they close the metal outside door, so when thebomb they have left in a cupboard goes of and a fire breaks out, we can not get out,cos we can not get to the key for the doorso in this dream i run after themthey havent closed the door completely yet-the place has a front on the water (like an old industrial building i used to live in)i m busy doing something here, when a storm starts outsidei m nakedonly socks on; gene (my laptop) is in the other room, this worries methe building starts shaking vilolently, outside on the water i see boats crashingand flying over the waterthe sky is flowing extremely fasti run into the other room and shout that the alarm is goingthey can not hear me, we cannot even hear the alarm signal over the noise,but they have seen the flashing lighti run back, not sure what to do: go out and risk being blown away or stayand risk the building crashing downthen the climax comesthe whole building shakes so violent, i have difficulty staying on my feetthings falling all aroundbuilding stays standing-we (me and three guys i know in the dream, but never before saw in waking life)are standing in a bar by the harbor celebrating we survivedall three have a bottle of champagne and champagne glassthey one by one fill the big lemonade glass i m holdingwhen it almost overflows i wave for them to stop, smiling inside,cos i dont wanna drink-